Twin Flames Masculine Perspective 🧔 WHAT'S IT LIKE BEING DM

It's not about being with your twin... It's about learning to balance you're dual energies ... And coming back to one's self ... It's taken me seven years to get to that place.... Learning self care, acceptance & unconditional love ... By the time you learn that you won't want the other person, because you'll be happy within yourself. Its the most uncomfortable experience, I've ever been through. But I'm thankful for the experience because... It's made me stronger and I'm striving for the best version of me.

I met my TF in 1976, I was 22, she was a very beautiful 19 year old. She actually initiated the relationship by asking me for the time. We had a 6 month bubble but due to distance was only able to have weekly contact at most. She was a virgin but to my surprise we quickly became intimate and the emotion was so intense, and then suddenly she was gone. She broke up with me because she wanted to pursue her education and her dream career. I have never seen her since and I had no idea where she was at or what had happened to her. I was devastated for 3 years and was slowly able to move on and start living life. The obsessive thinking was gradually forced out of my mind by dealing with life. About 10 years later I realized I would only think about her a couple of times a year and I was very relieved about that because each time I did think about her it was very painful. Also about that time I began having spiritual events happen and I believe my spiritual awakening began. A couple weeks after Thanksgiving 2018 I was standing in my kitchen and was suddenly hit with a wave of emotion about my TF that was the same as the day we broke up. It was horrible, no sleep, no eating, etc for a month, I felt she was trying to find me and I re-activated my facebook account and had an incredible urge to improve myself, began working out and even bought some exercise equipment. That wave of emotion lasted about 6 months and slowly settled into a constant low level presence of her in my mind that continues to this moment. Every time I would get on my computer there were advertisements about Soulmates/spirituality and this is when I learned about TF. I have read dozens of TF books and watched a million you-tubes so I am quite sure she was my TF. A couple of months ago I stumbled across her on the internet and found out what she had done with her life, where she had lived, worked, her marriage and children and that she had divorced 10 years ago. It was very interesting but also depressing because I realized she had gone on to live her life, there was not going to be a "reunion" and she didn't give a shit about me. So, I have been dealing with this nightmare off and on for 47 years and am trying to find a way to get her out of my mind. I am so sick of this whole thing, I wish I had never met her and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. She is a 67 year old woman I probably wouldn't recognize if I saw her on the street but I have this image of a beautiful 19 year old that is burned into my mind and I can't get rid of it.

My twin is spiritual but he sure didn’t go through what I did! He would think I’m crazy if I brought any of this up

I identify with the so-called DM. My female twin flame fell into depression before I started to. The most profound dream I had of her she looked extremely depressed and despondent. When we’ve run into each other in public I don’t usually “recognize” that it’s her in the material. She even approached me on the street early on the “journey" but I couldn’t see her face since it was blurry and like staring into the sun. I remember I hated her outfit and ignored her. I had another dream where she was physically chasing me down a hallway from my high school as I was backing up away from her. A few months ago I was adjusting some grocery bags and my TF was sitting in front of me at a restaurant talking to her friends. I could sense her presence but in the moment I remember not feeling compelled to look up from my bags to see her. On a daily basis, I have trouble keeping my “focus” on her, however, lately I’ve been feeling more neutral and have been extremely worried about her. When I was a teenager I was not spiritual at all. Would have never believed in reincarnation and spirituality until I did psychedelic drugs. Of course, I could be incorrect since I’m not an expert, but this is just my perspective.

Crazy enough that i am watching videos about myself of an old life 😂🥳

the obsessive thinking, my goodness, what a odd part of the journey, after four years, and remembering that i once before was awake and then forgot is the most incredible process. in the end everything is as at should be, just here for the ride. (former student here! I and I, simply am. the twin flame is you, you triggered your own reawakening, how brilliant, keep it going firends. hey, kurt, i check in once in awhile because i miss your vibe, wish there was an alumni network!).

I know someone who is a DM awaken so everyone journey is different.

Thank you for your videos! You are a breath of fresh air!! No airy fairy stuff, just the truth.

I havent been on here in a long time, you've really leveled up with that push/pull diagram! 😂😂😂

Every word within the 1st min hit me like whoa.. u nailed it all

7k students, congrats

I've been following you since 2021, when I was in turmoil about the other vessel I have chesen, and I'm still learning new things about this phenomena! That's why I don't unsubscribe!🙂

My TF would always say I am crazy, not verbally but with hand signals towards the mind. Enough about the TF, I want to address that my mind is going through a lot right now and wow, my mind is so childish.

Thanks yesterday i and my friend asked this question many times and now we have get the answer

We didn't see each other but I was leaving the parking lot as he was going into the store. So I just kept going and thanked the universe for us getting closer❤❤

Thank you Kurt ❤

I'm feeling better. Thanks Kurt.

You are right about the similarities with 2nd law of thermodynamics, but it is not an energy exchange though; it’s entropy- descending into disorder, never the opposite. Heat to cold, but not cold to heat… Great video. Love your explanation. They do make sense. Thanks!

Hello Kurt! Your content is WHOLESOME ❤ I have been on my spiritual journey since 2022 beginning of the year and I have never felt better! Deactivated my social media easily and living each day whole-ly!! The last time I saw a feed from my other self with his wife and thought..Gosh!! I had so much fun in my previous life ya! It was exciting to see his feeds and chill again back in the present life!😅 It’s not saddening or frustrating..rather I am absolutely in heaven right now.I even feel ready for something new in life…opportunities,relationships or travel plans!!🎶😊

Thank you. 💙