A Christian Testimony

Happy to see Christian youtubers out there sharing what they went through. Really inspires us!

I always believed in God.. But never knew him.. It came to the point where I was dead inside. I had no emotion, I hadn't cried in 9 years. I remember now the words I told God, as I read my bible.. Lord I want to fear you again.. Like The way the great men in the bible fear you.. I want to feel what you feel.. And that's when my world was destroyed.. My wife of 10 years, left me in the last months of her bsn for another.. I was taken away from everything I knew and loved.. After years of supporting, taking care of my family.. I was told, I love you but I'm not in love with you anymore.. I was completely shattered.. To the point I only had one breath left, either cry out to God, or take my life.. I would stand by the street thinking about just jumping in front of a car, or wishing a car would just run me over... I went back to my room at my parents read a script and went back outside.. It was days I haven't slept or really ate anything... I looked towards the heavens.. And screamed with endless tears flowing.. Lord see my tears, hear my cries and see my heart.. See the pain I am in lord.. I found my self in a church a few hrs later.. Church I've never been to before.. As the pastor stands up in front.. He looks out and says.. God came to me last night to give y'all a msg.. Someone is really hurt.. Their spouse has hurt them really bad.. So bad that you have been screaming towards the heavens for God to see your tears, hear your cries and see your heart.. And he has told me.. He has heard you! And he says his love is the only love you need an everything is going to be alright!!! Yea I was up in front crying my eyes out.. Ever since that day, I've never been the same.. God has shown me a love that can only be explained in the bible.. He has truly changed my heart and spirt.. He has given me dreams that came true.. Even woke me up from sleep to play a movie in my head of all I did wrong.. Including placing my wife as my golden bull.. For I did praise every step she took.. It's been 8 months since my wife left me.. But in these 8 months.. God has healed me, set me free from my chains had answered many impossible prayers, miracles..... And he has Taught me that all the pain, sadness, betrayal I have gone through.. He goes through on a daily basis with us.. So yes I live everyday in fear of hurting my lord.. And wanting to put a smile on his face..

amazing. i was in a 8 year relationship and she ended up cheating on me then broke up with me. i came to Christ about 2 years before that. through all the times i would put god to the side and made my ex my idol, he never gave up on me. so when the everything happen and i found out, i felt gods pain every time i would turn from him. my heartbreak was gods heartbreak. none the less, been 7 months now and im finally getting back right with god and looking forward to seeing his glory at the end of my days here on this earth. until then, ill follow where ever he takes me. thanks again for your testimony

God communicates in an awsome way. You are angry at Him and demand an answer, but God does not have a discussion with us. He does not shout back or get into an argument with us. Instead, He is silence for weeks, years and months. Finally we surrender and say sorry and we pray again and receive joy again and the future looks bright again. How does He DO it ?!

The exact same thing happened to me with my previoua relationship that lasted 4 years .. its crazy how much I can relate to your story, I recently decided to dedicate my life to God , and I got baptized 2 weeks ago and it was the best decision i have ever taken , God is good 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

I know this is not an accident why I stumble upon this video. God is really good. Whoever reading this, Bless your heart and always remember God loves you!

It really inspires me to see testimonies like this it just assures me I'm in the right faith

One of the reasons christians shouldn't date until they are ready to move towards marriage.

Your story is so similar to mine. I was in a choir and I ended up liking another singer in our group. I thought because of where I met him that he was the one for me. Long story short he lied to me, forced me to do things I never wanted to do.. I ran into his ex gf at one of our choir shows and he was flirting with her. I left in tears.. couldn't even sing. But God delivered me from it. Later on a met another guy like him who just wasn't good for me. He actually told me that I should chill on trying to follow God out of his fear of me becoming boring.. We fought a lot, he forced me into things, we just weren't right for each other. Then one day God woke me up and I felt so much peace over me.. he told me that it's time for me to leave the guy so I did. Been happy ever since haha praise God for that

girl I'm a christian as well and i love how there are christian YouTubers out there as well and i love that you are one of them. gid bless you. and I'm 11 and I'm still attending church and I'm happy that you still are as well. and you are so inspiring thank you for being one of us love you and stay STRONG 💪 and god will always love you and so to i!!!❤❤💗

A Christian YouTuber! Yessss!! This makes me happy((: glad someone is putting their faith out there 💓💓

God's Amazing!! We are nothing without him!! ❤️💗God talked to me saying "I'm preparing that guy, that one you're gonna be with, just live him in my hands, you just have to preach my word now" God's Gorgeous 😭❤️And He talked me bc I was going through a lot ! God bless!!! Keep your eyes on God!❤️

honestly i can relate soo much. i was praying for a guy that seeked God that loved him went to church and stuff. i met a guy at school ( he didn't go to church) we became best friends i started to have feelings for him. So i brought him to church he would tell me that God is changing his life and what not. We started dating because i thought he was the one. i started noticing that i wasnt feeling the same for God. i wasnt worshiping him the same. i wasnt playing the piano the same. i dropped spiritually. i hated feeling so down and seeing other rejoice in God. so i broke up with the guy and things changed i lost my best friend that one person that was always there for me. i knew God had something better for me but i was hurt. weeks passed by and i still didnt feel God like i use too. i prayed saying " God i broke up with him for you, why am i not feeling you still?!" i didnt know that God was testing me and seeing if i really wanted to get closer to him. sunday night i was once again filled with Gods power. its hard to get back up when you became so far from God. But if you desire more of God you will fight and let go of people even if it hurts. God is amazing!

Awh Rachel. God always has a plan. Stay strong and God bless ❤️

The Love of God is so enormous it is difficult to just say thank you and most times we shed tears. It is such an honor to have Him for a father.

Omg I'm a Christian too and seeing this video made me love you even more ❤️

Wow , same thing happened to me and this video just opened my mind. God has someone better for me. Amen

this is so amazing to have found your testimony. I have always used to think that relationship should be secular and wow was i wrong on so many levels. My last boyfriend (which was two years ago) said he was christian formally but i never felt God there but i stayed... i was impatient and i thought i could make it work without God. I promised God that will wait until marriage but i slept with that guy. And i remember crying the whole night after it happened thinking maybe that how every girl feels the first time. I told my self it was good experience, that i have learned from it and i came out unaffected. After him i havent dated anyone saying that i was waiting for someone that gave me butterflies or whatever but it was all garbage. I let God down, i gave him my word and went back on it, i questioned him, i thought i was better than him, i thought i knew better for myself, i thought i could live whole without him. But there are no words to describe how i felt this last week. I have come to realize that my whole approach to God was wrong. I am not there yet but these past few days i have been making changes in my life to fully accept him and let go of the things that kept Him from me. I no longer feel like i need just another boyfriend as well. now i realize the only person worth being with is one who loves God with all his mind and heart like it says on the Bible. And after years of dabbling i now understand, want, need and accept Jesus Christ as my personal savior and give my whole heart, mind and life to Him.

Put your trust in King JESUS!!

Oh my gosh, being a Mormon, I LOVE your testimony! CRIED! Thank you for posting this!!!