Vent TikTok To Express My Feelings :/ Part 49

i’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ Not my words, I’m just spreading kindness 💞

You are good enough, not a failure, not a selfish person none of that. You’re perfect.

My teacher is a fucking godsend. My family is abusive (well there’s a side story to it, but like we had CPS called etc. It’s better but also not), I have sh and su!c!de problems, shitty mental health and idk what else. Recently I’ve been struggling bc I’ve been SA twice and he knows. I ended up having a panic attack last week and desperately texted him at night. He comforted me and then promised to talk to me on Friday. We had a talk. First it started off with friend problems, then it went downhill from there. Traumas, my mental health etc. Ended up almost crying. He helped me through a lot. I sworn 45 minutes with him. Ended up leaving laughing. I feel like he’s one of the last people left there for me. He’s amazing ❤

I don’t know how I’m feeling.

When you know none of ur friends treat u like how u treat them<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

To all reading this, I love you all. <3

Music+make Up >>>>

Tf is so great about life, you go to school, waste your childhood away, and then you're expected to work until you're old and have to retire. And on top of that you only have yourself, everyone else screws you over.

i hate the feeling of nostalgia so much. everytime i think of a happy memory i feel guilty

0:46 i want it back :(

People who feel fine, can never tell if someone's struggling, but if you're struggling as well, you can usually tell if someone else is.

I don’t know if he likes me bc he gives me signs but he gives signs to this other girl that is so rude and bratty I just hope that he realizes how much I like him.

I swore it wouldn't get bad again. Why is it worse now.

home is a person, my bsf is that person and all i have is my home. my home doesn’t like me anymore.

so i'm ten years old suffering with depression since seven if u don't belevie me it's alr u don't have to.. my dad always took me places fishing,camping everything but he smoked. that was one reason my mam complained about me smelling like smoke yesterday i came in my house to get something for my dads house and my mam said "u smell like smoke" to my surprise i wasn't even shocked i always smell like it and she's always wondering why i'm using her perfume so i don't smell like smoke everybody comes to me and complains about there life i've been there standing silent when my parents fight or somebody yells at me idrc about it anymore i just know that every situation i've been standing there silent with a blank face and nobody even notices i'm fading away my parents say they know everything about me but they lost there little child years ago (yes i'm getting better now) and then my mam is complaining about how sad and gloomy my drawings are? what do u mean by sad and gloomy? i try my best to draw and u just complain at everything i do,i used to think i was clingy but i wasn't clingy i was depressed not clingy

Hey, I'm not doing the best right now but I'm trying to stay strong, love you all <3

If anyone is struggling and u wanna talk just reply to this..im always there

four months clean!!! ❤ it is possible loves, don't give up! i'm so proud of you for coming as far as you have<3

Im actually crying rin

I want all of you to know that even if you don't think so, someone out there cares and would miss you. they cherish moments you had together, even if it was a 'hey' in the hall. even the air particles would miss you. Don't ever give up on anything and keep going. I love all of you ❤❤❤