I'm Not Okay (update) How am I doing now ?

Thank you so much everyone's support. But I didn't make this video for advice. I'm getting very close to removing this video as I'm tired of the negative comments. I purely made this video to update everyone on what's happened since my last video as I know I was in a bad place and a lot of people were concerned. I wanted to let them know I'm still here and still battling on. If I wasn't trying to spread the message trying to get other blokes out there to speak to their mates about not being okay I wouldn't be making these videos. These are extremely private conversations I'm sharing with everyone & don't need all this hate for trying to help others. I appreciate the positive responses and support but I don't need negative advice. If you don't have anything positive to say please don't say anything at all. I'm coping with this in my own way and I don't need to be told what to do. I won't be making anymore of these videos because there's been more negative feedback than positive. I was only trying to help inspire other men to speak out but it's gotten out of hand

Mate, dont want to sound rude or anything but by the sound of it your going to end up continually being with some sheila just because you dont want to be alone and end up right back at the beginning. Its what got you in the position your at now. The sooner you realise you dont necessarily need a women in your life the better your life will be... Trust me.

mate this might come across as very blunt but if you constantly think that your happiness can be found from someone else or being with someone, or having to think constantly that youre lonely because youre alone - I dont think you will every be happy. Let go and go within my friend - once you wrap your head around that, life is far much easier.

Our job should be to support your channel and pray for you mate, not give you advice. Keep going and thanks for sharing.

It ain’t weak to speak. Thank you for being so real. Life isn’t all sunshine and rainbows and having creators, such as yourself, show that to those who watch.. helps those going through it too, to know they aren’t alone.

You certainly have nothing to complain about. I'm a single dad, homeless, injured to the point I cant walk alot of days, so it means I can't work, almost all my friends have committed suicide or died or left for some other reason, I have absolutely no family around, but I wake up every day, breath the fresh air, pick up some weight and keep living my life to the best I can. Don't be co depending on anyone, not woman or anything because no woman wants to babysit a full grown man. You have to be comfortable being by yourself and living your own life or it will keep slowly eating away at you inside. Take it from someone way way worse then you. Be a proud auzzie, be strong and push forward!

We are on your side. Love the camping although don’t get to do it. I am 74 yrs old and get what you are saying but while you are lonely it is better to be so until a woman can be right for you. We will be praying for you , depression is a sod but we can be comforted and overcome. Your honesty is refreshing and do not ever feel you have to apologise for it. You are in God’s creation, He made it for us so draw from you as you already are. Love dear one.❤️🇦🇺🦋

One step at a time. WA is a great place to call home. There's so much to explore and see here and we're a pretty friendly bunch 😊

Oddly you have been in my thoughts over the months - thank you for the update. You are right - I think your boy is going to be alright. On a side note - this is not professional advice but worth considering. You have had a number of what I would call traumatic breakups. No matter how tough you feel you are - no one is made of stone. Its worth considering checking in with a therapist and making sure your pain regarding previous losses is squared away before starting the next relationship. With a doctor referral you can get up to 10 sessions a year for a cheap price. A foundation built on sand will not stand. Make sure you are getting in a relationship with someone because of them - not just because you are lacking companionship. Thats my view. I hope you will consider it even if its disregarded. Fingers crossed for the future.

Incredible. I was just thinking of you —yesterday it started, out of nowhere, I began to wonder how you are now. (Haven’t listened to the whole video yet-i thought my comment would get swallowed up by all the others if I didn’t write quickly. And I wanted you to know you were being thought of.) Quite extraordinary. I will listen to the rest now mate…

I watched your other video so is good to see an update. I lost everything too years ago and now wander around in my old caravan towed by my 1971 F100 so can totally relate to the stress of maintaining an older car! Glad you found a place to live...I'm way to used to living in my caravan and my nomad life now to do the share house thing but glad it's working out for you. As for the sadness and grieving what you've lost... I felt like that too for the first couple of years but it does get easier over time. I'm 55 and been on my own now for 10 years. Best of luck to you and your channel. My channel is a mix of my crazy road tripping life and like yours, raw stuff when I'm struggling and not feeling OK too so I appreciate other YouTubers out there keeping it real. Big hugs to you 🤗

Keep strong Brother.. won’t be long before you are blessed with a partner. Big man upstairs always looks after good people like you. Can’t wait to see the new rig. Stay strong 🙏🏻💪🤙🏻

Keep going brother, it does get better.

Good on you for sticking it out. I'm so happy that you're making waves in your new life😊

Sending you love & hugs, Happy Birthday for yesterday. Can’t wait to see your new car, you have so much to look forward to!

Happy birthday for yesterday man

Glad to hear from you again. Happy birthday mate. All the best.

Happy birthday Mate! Keep on keeping on! That's all you have to do, it's only going to get better from here on.

I spent 10yrs in jail for stupid chiuce i made in my early years and spent 18mths in isolation on my own no hunan contact only gaurds and honestly it made me so strong and now i kniw i dont need anyone but myself and now ive been free for years now im a father and if i fidnt go jail i wouldnt no how strong id be now because it made ne see everything in a positive way and made me the strong minded person i am today and made me see life alot diffrent so yeah dont worry about things ya cant control no point just hurting yaself ya need to find yourself before ya can be happy so yeah everyone has struggles and goes backwatds its hiw we stand up and fight that defines us

Your not alone brother, thankyou for making these