How I lost my memory at 16. | Israel Vlog 87

Oriel, God has NOT given You a spirit of fear! But a spirit POWER and of LOVE, and of a SOUND MIND❤ You are FAR to precious. Thank you so much for being so sincere and honest. You are an OVERCOMER..🙂

Praying for you. Seriously. Not just saying that. I really am every day. As well as for your family and Israel. Lifting you up daily, please know that.

I am, truly, SO impressed, and in AWE of GOD. The life that you have, the difference you make, the relationships you have been able to grow deep in, are NOTHING short of a perfect Testimony of the Redemption of God and the supernatural Hope and Strength He has put in you. Most people, with very standard, healthy childhoods and college degrees, never make the difference or form connections with human beings the way you somehow have, in the face of EVERYTHING you just described. Truly Oriel, you glorify God just by being. I am truly sorry for the hurdles you are still facing because of it. I’m praying for you, as we all are, and I KNOW God has something so Redemptive in His heart. Father do Your Good, pleasing, and perfect will in Oriel’s life! You open doors no one can shut, and You shut doors no one can open, and by the end of the story I know we will all be in awe of Your perfect leadership and intentionality. Oriel, you are so precious to Him, and He does not take your story lightly. He is intentional with you, and your heart. 🙏🕊️♥️

Oriel, I believe Yahweh will heal you! You're amazing, and you have a huge purpose.

Oriel I understand you so much bc as a kid/teen I also went thru major depression to the point that I would go to sleep cryin and askin God to not let me wakeup😔 My parents brought me to the US when I was 10 and I left my fam, friends, school behind, everything and felt so alone and kids would bully me for different reasons. I never told my parents bc they worked so hard I felt bad for them too. When I hear kids taking their own lives I just pray God gives them strength to overcome these things bc it will get better! Your story will help many ppl goin thru the same, see there is light at the end of the tunnel💖

One step of faith at a time. My dad used to say "little by little you get pretty far" on the journey!

I was pleasantly surprised that (at 14:10) you gave a shout out to Asher Intrater. Wow, this is a small World ! . I hope you read this. . I heard Asher speak at a Pentecostal church in Texas, and I think it was August 14 of 2005. He spoke some about EZEKIEL 37. . I had been suddenly baptized in THE HOLY SPIRIT about 6 or 7 weeks earlier. THE HOLY SPIRIT even healed my long-term back pain. . As I was saying, Asher had spoken in front of the entire church that Sunday. . After the service, people lined up at the front of the church, and took turns having Asher lay hands on them, while he prayed for each. . I stayed in my seat several rows back. . I was watching closely. . While Asher was laying hands on one person, and praying, Asher’s eyes were closed while his face was slightly angled upwards. . I saw the glory of THE LORD radiating from Asher’s face. . Asher’s face did not look bright or shiny, in any natural or physical sense. . However, any human or animal who saw what I saw would be profoundly affected. . There was no ignoring it. . There was no way to say it was not real. . I was not terrified or scared. But I probably would not have walked any closer to him. . It was awesome. . I was speechless. . No words can convey what I saw. . Asher was probably unaware that the glory of THE LORD radiated from his face. . Carefully meditate on EXODUS 34 . EXODUS 34:29, “When Moses came down from Mount Sinai with the two tablets of the covenant law in his hands, he was not aware that his face was radiant because he had spoken with the LORD” . EXODUS 34:30, “When Aaron and all the Israelites saw Moses, his face was radiant, and they were afraid to come near him.” . Interestingly, that church, which is now called Church in the City (Rowlett, TX) is approximately 4 miles from the ranch where the red heifers were born (Triple Creek Red Angus Ranch in Rockwall, TX). . JESUS is the Messiah of ISAIAH 9:6 exactly as declared in LUKE 2:11 .

And thank you for opening up and sharing. Your honesty is going to help many others.

Oriel, this is only the second video I have seen on your channel. You are an incredibly beautiful and intelligent woman. You will find what you need to keep moving forward. Your determination comes through very powerfully. I would love to be a witness to your journey. Love to you.

Hello Oriel❤,....I love to listen to you telling the truth about your self. Wir humans are so fragile but in honesty so beauthiful Keep going and just be yourself. ❤❤❤

Oh my goodness! Look at you! What a wonderful brave woman you are! You just did one of the bravest things I’ve ever seen! You have literally looked at yourself and shared what you saw honestly! Sometimes God has a plan that we don’t realize or see because our focus is on something we want so badly. I know about anxiety attacks. I had severe ones for 10 years when my kids were babies! I thought I would die! But I didn’t! And that’s the thing. I had them because I couldn’t cope with people, I didn’t know how to be a good mom and I hated myself. My marriage was not good but I stayed anyway. I was off and on in counseling periodically for years. We all have demons to rid ourselves of. I learned to cope and stand up for myself. I like you rely on our Creator because that’s the only way. I am not perfect and screw up a lot! But I see honesty and continual learning to move forward a struggle but I keep going. As I said before, you don’t know how wonderful you are and the wonderful things you teach us just by being yourself! How many strive for perfection and don’t even know it will never be reached! Why? Because if we were we would have no need for our Creator! You WILL be successful in what you strive to do! Your honesty, determination, bravery and faith will get you there. There’s always a possibility He has something else in mind for you! Take each day as it comes! You do not walk alone and you are loved and appreciated 🌹🥰

Thank you Oriel for opening up about your own experience regarding mental health. It takes a lot of courage to speak about ones own struggles 🙏 You have gone through a lot in life but continue to fight to survive, you have gotten this far and that in itself is a blessing in disguise 🙏 it’s hard when you are in a point in life when you just don’t know what to do but situations will turn around for the better and questions answered maybe not today but tomorrow is another day. Sending you a big hug and prayers….keep the faith stay strong in it God has not forgotten you🙏❤️ you are Always in my prayers 🙏🙏🙏

I am coming from India to Israel for construction work but I am scared because there is a war going on and I am praying to God that the war ends soon.

Hey Oriel, when I was a child/teen you came to my congregation in tlv and told your testimony. I remember being so touched by it, as someone who also struggled with self loathing, and also being struck by how beautiful you were. You became a wonderful role model for me for overcoming trauma caused by bullying and I’m forever thankful. I know the Lord is using your journey to touch lives, encourage and inspire, especially when things seem hopelessly challenging. I wonder if you’ve tried an appropriate tutor? I have a very severe difficulty with math (my brain really struggles with math concepts) and the only way I got my bagrut is through למידה מתקנת. And I mean, I just passed 😅 but I passed. I pray the Lord will lead you to the right path and the right people to help you

God bless you sweetheart 😢

Oh darling…. The biggest hugs to you. Wow you are so brave sharing this. This was really hard to listen too. I congratulate you in having the courage to speak of this. I can not believe how much I can relate to your story. It’s crazy you say you do not remember, after post natal depression with psychosis, I also attempted suicide, had constant suicidal thoughts, I was so sick, panic attacks, couldn’t sleep, racing thoughts, anxiety, this went on for a long time and I do not remember the first couple of years of my second sons life or my first born’s 2 and 3rd years of his life. I totally relate! The same happened to me and I still struggle 20 years on, it’s debilitating. I think you go into total shut down. Honey you are still intelligent, it is just about retraining these pathways and believing in yourself, your confidence is gone. You can achieve these dreams, I promise you. It’s exhausting isn’t it. Have you ever thought that this could not only be a mental health issue but the cause of this is an underlying undiagnosed ADHD ? I’m a nurse and it’s sounding a lot like it could be. Please do some research on ADHD, my son was first diagnosed and sure I’d learnt a little about it in nursing school, but I did a lot of research on it and everything made sense. I was diagnosed at 49! I’ll send you some links to look at xx You don’t need to go to school to learn, can you do short courses online to start with? ❤❤

Nothing like a good Labrador by your side during your trying times. 🦮

Sweet Oriel…you are fearfully and wonderfully made. This breaks my heart for what you have been through. No one will understand unless they’ve walked in your shoes. I know you are trusting Yeshua, stay on His path. Wait on Him. ♥️ Just being able to share this deeply personal experience is, to me, a sign of healing.

Thanks for sharing your story. I will be praying for you and will be watching you through your journey. God has a plan and a purpose for you. A closed door is a good thing even if we don’t understand why… God has something great in store for you and He can turn all things around for the good. Don’t lose hope!

Thank you for sharing your story. You got this.