Straight Vodka Drinker | Addicted

Alcohol is one of the hardest habits to kick in my opinion. It's cheap, easy to get , and legal. Also you don't feel the damage that you are doing to your body or people around you because you are numb all the time. Speaking from total experience myself, alcohol truly was a wrecking ball of destruction to every part of my life.

When you start to experience what you swore would never happen to you, then you begin to understand those you judged.

“Baby look at the baby babies” -Theresa (2012)

I’m 18 days clean after five years of serious alcoholism and am never going back but I can’t stop watching videos of alcoholics on YouTube for some reason lol

I've been sober for 21 years after a long time hooked on alcohol.My prayers go out to this poor Lady.

Agh, the struggle. Regardless of her battle, you can see she has a big heart. I wish her peace.

I was an attic for ten years and now I'm not. I'm a basement

I feel for her I know what it's like I was a addict for 8 years I've been clean for 4 years now 🤘

I learned a lot from this clip. Ducks stay together in groups

The saddest part is that “Jim” is just a random guy that sat on the bench 😂

That would have been me in another year if my pancreas didn't give out when it did and force me into treatment. My body can no longer metabolize alcohol. If I drink, I will die. I was a highly functional alcoholic for 10 years until the last 3 when things started falling apart. I was headed for the gutter fast at the end. Under the influence 24/7/365. Forcing myself to choke down vodka at 5am straight to keep the shakes/seizures at bay so that I could get up and go to work in a couple hours. Keeping a small flask in my sock to sneak away to the bathroom around lunch to keep the shakes/seizures away again. Vodka in water bottles hidden around the house and car. Blacking out every single night for the last 2 years of my drinking has fucked up my memory a bit even though I've been sober now for 5 years last week. I don't miss the shit at all now because alcohol stopped being fun years before I quit... but I couldn't stop. However, I like to watch things like this to remind myself of how lucky I am now. Now I run marathons, have started my own business, and have a family. To anyone who's still fighting this demon, I know you have to hit your own bottom, but please seek help from someone. This stuff will kill you.

2 years sober. Took my life back. Hope anyone battling alcohol gets the help

I don't think Jim knows her

She seems such a nice person it's a tragedy she's fooked up her life.

2:02 "I learned a lot by the ducks" (while feeding donuts to geese)

So sad... Bless this poor lady. I struggled for years and haven’t had a drink in 17 years... thank God.

the scary thing is she's only 16

As someone who was once sooo addicted to vodka that I suffered a grand mal epileptic seizure and spent 4 days in ICU (a BAC level of .42 when i collapsed ) I can tell you that alcohol is a brutal addiction. I’m now sober x 2 years...the seizure was my “rock bottom”. To those who’ve never experienced this level of addiction, all I can say is that it’s absolutely soul wrenching.

I’m off it at the moment and watching her brings tears to my eyes. I’m actually frightened of drinking again and I only wish I could meet her and try to help.

Poor girl i hope you can fight your addiction headon may god watch you and your journey be a good one ..