radical transparency is tough
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Published 2021-12-22
i wanted to get more of what i wanted.
i wanted to feel like i could just vocalize my needs and expect to have them fulfilled. obviously i want jujubee to do this tooβ¦
BUT LUCKILY the real value has been in learning to admit my own hang ups and realize where i need to do work myself.
to admit i might be manipulating, sulking, and especially passing blame to protect my #ego.
if i want @juju__kim to be more honest with me, i have to be more honest with her, and mostly more honest with myself.
and my ego doesnt like that as much as i thought it would