I HIT ROCK BOTTOM// storytime

I just have to say, props to you for actually making moves to work through the hardships and come up with your own personalized ‘steps’ (reading, journaling, music, being outside, etc) because that alone is one of the biggest challenges

I come from a toxic and psychologically abusive relationship with my father who was a narcissist, I was homeless with him for a very long time, I escaped that and went to go be with extended family that found me on the internet, but what seemed like a gift from god just turned into something that completely hurt me, I was only with them for 3 months because of how difficult they were to live with, and how conditional their love and regard was towards me, it’s just bloody unfair to me how my brother got to have what they called a “privileged life” while my upbringing pretty much got robbed and that it’s something no kid should ever have to have gone through. Yet, people on the internet and even one of my friends invalidates me and tells me “why should they love you” and “oh it’s because they raised your brother and not you why do you think you deserve everything your brother always gotten.” …but to me it’s just really unfair.😔

I love twenty one pilots, their album trench is my favorite. If you like sad music I recommend these couple songs: ‘Roadside’ by Rise Against, and ‘Panic Prone’ by Chevelle.

I want to share my favorite motivation song. Never giving up by Fearless soul

I love the septum ring on you! Also lol my parents wouldn’t notice if I left either 😂 I need a mental breakdown backpack haha. I hope you’re feeling much better. Also you’re so soothing!!!

Thank you for this video! I hope you’re doing better, and I highly recommend this artist named NF

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