Vent TikTok To Express My Feelings :/ Part 48

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you adore 75. Finding a happy place. 76. Meeting internet friends irl. 77. Laughing so hard that you cry. 78. Your pet would miss you. Don’t abandon them. 79. Rewatching your favourite childhood movies. 80. Warm showers. 81. Reading a life-changing book. 82. Getting lost in a library. 83. Inspiring someone. 84. Happy, cozy holidays. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.

You know it’s bad when you can even cry anymore…

0:00 unbelievably relatable, i used to vent all the time, but then they’d js go and interrupt like: “oh yeah i relate a lot. did you know that i actually have anxiety? (starts venting)” and im js like 🧍‍♀

TW: CUTT!ING AND DRUNKS POEM two drunk people met in a car in the city two drunk idiots think their inlove and tried to get married two drunk idiots made a mistake got to drunk and had a price to pay who knew when they had a kid the drunk dad will leave the same day poor drunk mother tired of it all blame the child for all their wrongs made the child so scared and depressed finding ways to cope with the mess the small shiny razor on the floor she cut her arms till she felt no more poor little girl so scared and weak found out no one will protect her when she needs poor little girl cuts her problems away until she runs out of room or passes away

ive lost my spark. ive lost my favorite person Monday. yet. im still destoryed. i-. i havent ate, slept, nor took ny meds. ive been crying for the past 2 days. non stop. i took 3 breaks today in school in the nurses office. my mom isnt doing well either. im so mentally, and emotionally messed up.

Hey,only being 13 and suffering and watching vent vids since I was 9,ain’t so bad. At least my friends don’t know I’m suffering,all they know I’m pretty much the happiest kid on earth.

Ya know when your tired but you can’t sleep? Ya. Me too.

Friends come and go, the spark in life can come back, you won’t be numb forever, and it will all work out with time<3

just started watching these again kinda but i don’t want to go down this road again but i feel it coming 😭😭😭

4:02 try losing a sibling that hurt me forever

Im not even a teen yet i cant stop tho it feels good Its just so fucking hard

The first one is literally me it makes me feel like i'm annoying person or something even tho when i talked with people i tried my best to sound kind

Why are they so relatable tho-

“How are you?” “I’m okay.” On the inside: “I’m ready to be gone…”

im literally so hungry i need pizza in my life for real

my bf left me all bc he felt like a pedo.. it was a 2 yr age gap:)…

It’s sad that people can relate to these… 😢

PLZ DONT LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you and don't ever forget that. If you need to vent i am here for you!

if u were on the live chat of this premiere, leave a comment <3 (if u will also be on Saturday's premiere, leave a comment so ik who i will see!)

Honestly. I listen to my friends vent. Well, I hear them but I don’t listen. Until one day I realized they would probably do the same thing if I vented to them. They would not care. Now out of guilt it’s like a full time job to actually be a “therapist” because I’m the best at comforting people and solving problems. I have to care. It’s not just pretending like I do anymore.